what do you want?
I tried talking to J tonight, and I asked him what he wanted or what his goals were. As usual, his answer was “I don’t know; that’s too broad of a question, I don’t want anything/have any goals, etc”
It frustrates me to no end. I don’t want to be with someone who seems to have no real point or wants no future. I don’t think that’s what he means, but it seems like it when he can’t even communicate with me about if he wants something in our future or with anything else for that matter. It makes me feel like he doesn’t care or doesn’t bother to think about us or our future. Maybe he doesn’t. It makes me upset, but maybe I don’t really have a reason to be. I wish I knew. 